It was lovely meeting you, Laura

I ended high school about two years ago and I thought all the drama that came with it would of been gone. Well, this isn’t really drama but it still irks me and by ‘it’ I mean GIRLS. I am aware that not all girls are shady, dramatic, stupid, whoreish, pathetic, attention whores, but the ones that I’ve come across have seem to be. By being a girl myself, I feel real offended. I mean, I would never kiss a guy who has no feelings for me just to earn a title of ‘kissing the handsomest guy ever’. That is extremely pathetic and frankly I feel bad for the person being used because someone doesn’t have anything else to do than impress nobodies on Facebook. WHAT DO THEY GET OUT IT!  

/rantdone

it has been a pretty awesome year! 

-I met John Mayer

-went to Vegas

-vent to Maui

-saw John Mayer in concert

and I’m going to see John Mayer again =)

Anyway, I figured things would go up since last year was pretty awful to me and my family. My whole attitude with life changed as well. All the little problems that bugged me before I don’t really care because I know that life is too short. It took me a while to figure out that life lesson but I’m glad I’ve realized it. Now it is time to focus on school and my future. I’m tired of listening to people’s ‘problems’ when they’re not even that bad. I know it may appear harsh but as I’ve stated life is too short. I wish I could just figure out people but as hard as I try I won’t. But right now at this time I’m only going to focus on myself. ( I am in my selfish 20s and all ;) 

This has been another late night rant by Laura Bonsell! 

I don’t understand why we live in a society where we care so much about the Kardashian’s lives than, I don’t know, more important world issues. THE MEDIA IS TAKING OVER! I know, I talk a lot about John Mayer but I just simply love his music. I could care less who he dates, or what stupid thing he does, my life doesn’t revolve around him. But here I am reading tumblr posts about how much people love the Kardashian, people whose only claim to fame is acting stupid. It’s the same with the Jersey Shore hags. I’m just ranting on here. ALMOST TIME FOR MAUI! 

I’ve been trying this new social technique. It’s called ‘being nice’ and it’s hard to be nice to people when they’re all idiots. Well, not everyone but a majority of them. 

Anyway, I have been trying to be nicer to people who get on my nerves ( I wonder why too I still talk to them). Yet, I truly believe in the film industry I think it’s vital to be blunt, bold, honest and aggressive. Because in this town, being kind doesn’t get you to the top.  Would you really want to be shooting something that looks terrible and everyone around is praising it! Okay, bad example since there are TONS of bad movies, music videos, short films all around us. Then again, who am I to judge another’s ‘art’ or creativity. Then I go back to the drawing board. Is it wise to be honest when it comes to someone’s ideas? Of course, input should always be welcomed in any case especially in the film industry.

I am talking in circles here. Time for sleep! Three more days! wooot 

My dream guy would dress like James Franco, sing well like Jeremy Renner, write like John Mayer, smirk like Jim Halpert, make me laugh like Fozzie Bear…that is all